Today really was a bad day for me. There's been a lot of personal worries and problems surface and cause me to think about. Today, I've tried my best to keep my head held high and resume my life with a smile. The only hard part was trying to make conversation with others. I felt vulnerable, so my emotions wanted to fall apart, but I had to guard myself from falling to pieces. This meant I had to fight myself to talk and make conversation with others.
These worries (personal, educational, financial) make me want to fall into Christ's arms and just be held by my Holy Father. He is my rock and my salvation. He is my strength, even during the dark skies. I love my Lord, my Jesus. He makes these blue times bearable. It's hard to say that I have to trust in Him, but I know that by doing so that He will handle this and lead me through them.
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